Cuba’s Never-Ending Nightmare of Shortages

By Ivett de las Mercedes

HAVANA TIMES – Not everyone in Cuba has managed to navigate this COVID-19 lockdown without stress, especially those who are looking after their elderly parents. Ivon Camacho Aquila (47 years old) has seen her life turned upside down, and she doesn’t know how long this will go on for.

HT: Could you tell us how you became depressed?

Ivon Camacho: That’s a never-ending story. I am sure that it has been building up over months now. We had already been experiencing shortages before the pandemic reached Cuba, but you could at least go to the agro-market and buy some root vegetables and beans, and there were pretty much always sausages, minced meat or chicken in stores. Weeks have passed now, and both markets and stores are empty, and when something does come in, everybody is desperate.

I live in a residential complex of apartment buildings, just a block away from the nearest store. Neighbors take their place in line very early in the morning. Some don’t sleep, or let others sleep. In the beginning, we didn’t know what the all the noise was about, but I went to look for bread before 7 AM one day and I ran into a km-long line. I believe that’s when my depression began. 

HT: Did you join the early morning line?

IC: I didn’t have any other choice. I fought against this impulse for weeks, but when my supplies at home threatened to run out, I couldn’t find another solution. Only I know how hard it was to take this step. I went to different stores all over the town, and lines were huge even though I was getting to them really early in the morning. I’d stay until noon sometimes, hoping I’d be able to get in, but the few times I managed to, products ran out before my turn. If I had been living alone, I wouldn’t have minded eating anything, but my parents are now in my care… One day, I prepared myself mentally and went down to take my place in line, not knowing that my sacrifice wouldn’t always be compensated.

What might this truck be bringing to the store?

HT: Do you mean to say that in spite of taking your place in line early in the morning, and still didn’t get what you needed?

IC: There were times that there wasn’t even enough chicken for the first 100 people in line. In other lines, news would come at 10 AM that the truck that was supposed to be bringing in the supplies, wasn’t coming. Things would get really intense a lot of the time, because people get desperate. However, like Cubans always say everything and what’s between the lines: many people speculated that sales assistants were putting products aside for their own homes, and even if that were the case, the main problem is the shortages of products.

HT: Have the police intervened to ensure physical distancing and to prevent violations?

IC: Yes. The police sometimes help to calm down the nervous atmosphere, but people are always unhappy. It’s really shocking to go back home empty-handed after lining up for hours. I don’t know if they were doing it at every store if there had been a formal complaint, but when it was announced that we couldn’t line up at night, police patrol cars began to go around the block, and people would run to hide themselves in stairwells. Luckily, I’d take my place and then go up to see my parents.

It’s an outrageous situation. I also can’t understand why a board hasn’t been placed outside with the products that are on sale. The President and the Minister of Trade have said this on TV, over and over again, but at some point, the chain of responsibility breaks. The most logical thing would be for people to know the day before if a truck is coming in with supplies or not. 

Whichever way you want to look at it, it’s an utter lack of respect and consideration. Even if the truck arrives in the afternoon with refrigerated produce, the most natural thing would be to tell people, but this hasn’t been happening either.

What might the ingredients of this be?

The same has happened with personal hygiene items. We haven’t had deodorant at home since March, and I’ve only been able to buy detergent once. I have had to use hand soap to wash clothes. The soap sold at the bodega store isn’t enough. My father wets himself before reaching the toilet, a lot of the time. It’s all a great contradiction. You have to change your clothes and wash your hands all the times, but there aren’t enough personal hygiene items on the market.

Then, you have to listen to the gossip that people taking places in line early in the morning are resellers and hoarders. I don’t believe that many people are out there buying to resell right now, much less if they are only selling one product per person and the police are asking to see ID cards, so that you don’t buy more than once and there is supposed to be enough for everyone. Many people prefer to believe this hoarding theory before accepting the fact that many people are in need.

HT: So, you haven’t been able to buy food?

IC: One time, my neighbor marked my place in line for me, and after six hours standing under a scorching sun, I managed to buy a packet of chicken. A real odyssey. Some days later, I just happened to manage to buy ham and chorizo in the Buena Vista neighborhood. It was a good long walk, and it was worth it.

HT: Do your parents have special dietary requirements or can they eat everything?

IC: We all have high blood pressure, heart problems and high cholesterol in my family. But given the current situation we are in, we have to eat whatever we can find.  I haven’t been able to buy vegetables, and fruit is really expensive. My father’s pension and my wages (which is only at 60% right now) don’t allow for much, I have had to work magic.

HT: What do you think about people who sell places in line?

IC: I believe that you have asked the wrong person. I am fed up of criticism, of these people who sit and watch but don’t really see anything. Selling places in line is another way of surviving. It’s really easy to reproach others when your fridge is full. Have they ever asked themselves, why would somebody get in line at the crack of dawn to then sell their turn?  The answer is very simple: with that money and a little extra, this person (who is normally a woman and not very young) can buy something that her kids need.  If I could, I would be the first person to pay for this place in line and help her out.

HT: Being in the same place for so long must be exhausting. What are you feeling when you are in line?

IC: First of all, outrage, then sadness. I get anxious seeing so many people in need and desperate, always talking about the same thing.  Sometimes, I distance myself. But I have realized that if I talk, time flies faster and I don’t have to think. The truth is that it pains me to accept that we can’t free ourselves from these shortages. If it isn’t because of the blockade, it’s because of the Berlin Wall being knocked down, or a hurricane, and now they have COVID-19 to add to the list.

All of this has led to awful tummy aches, not to mention that I am always grinding my teeth and my jaw hurts. But that’s not all: when I’m not depressed, I’m annoyed. I have a friend who complains that we only talk about food, and the sad thing is she’s right. 

HT: Do your parents know about all of these shortages?

IC: They know that there are shortages, but I don’t make them suffer with lines. Before COVID-19, they were both more active. They went to buy bread, pick up some of the rationed products, and they went to a stall to buy fruit and vegetables. I always took care of the rest.

They have been in social isolation since March, and the lack of activity has made them slow. I have to help them have a shower, a lot of the time. It’s lucky they get on well, they are always looking out for one another.  I try and come back with a smile on my face so they don’t worry, and if it takes me really long I try and come up with an excuse. If they knew that I was spending all of that time standing in line, I’m sure they’d offer to help and it’s better they stay at home, protected.

HT: Do you believe you can hold out much more with this constant stress?

IC: I would like to open my eyes in the morning and not have to look at the clock.  Have enough time to enjoy a sunset again, water my plants and listen to music without any cares in the world. But I can’t, I have responsibilities.  I have food for now, but the detergent and soap is running out. I don’t have beans and the rice I have left isn’t enough for the whole month. Shortages won’t end with the pandemic, they are going to get worse, and I will continue to do what I’m doing now. I have the image of the white truck bringing in chicken imprinted on my pupils, I can even see it with my eyes closed. I dream about it, and the worst thing is that I don’t realize when I asked who was last in line.

23 thoughts on “Cuba’s Never-Ending Nightmare of Shortages

  • Socialism can work if everyone buys into the idea, works hard and lives simply. The Hutterites are quite successful and their system of living is very similar to communism. Sadly though, even on their colonies there are those who want to be served rather than work. They want what’s coming to them but they don’t want to work for it. There is strength in numbers and great things can be accomplished if people work together for a common goal. So communism is doomed to fail because of the selfishness of the human heart.
    Capitalism will fail for the very same reason, selfishness. It will just fail in a different way.
    Fix the human heart and any system will work.

  • Give a man a loaf of bread and he has food for today.
    Teach a man to fish and he has food every day.

  • This is a tragedy. We left Cuba in late February hoping this Island nation would be spared the suffering that is the Covid pandemic. Our Cuban friends tell us that every week is a little harder. We know lineups to any extent are a way of life in Cuba but the threat of infection while waiting for what little they have is a whole new test of Cuban resilience.

  • Your prayer is shared Adelfo Marrero by millions of Cubans and also by those who care about them.

  • China adopted capitalism and has more billionaires than the US. Cuba on the other hand, maintains the Stalinist form of Marx/Engels/Lenin. It’s that simple bill!

  • My fellow cubans go throw this every day is a shame that a beautiful country like cuba, has this problem the communis, always say that the embargo is the problem.always is the fault of the U.S.A. sine Castro came in to power this has happen to my country, they have distroy everything that they touch.separation of family, freedom, freedom of speech,freedom to vote,some time l can’t hold my tears back l don’t know when all this is going to stop, l pray to god that one day l will see my country free again.

  • Cuba has a land mass only slightly smaller than England. England has a population of around fifty seven million. What John is observing is the consequence of over sixty years indoctrination in the long out-dated 19th century concepts of Marx/Engels.

    The question he poses of “What me work?” is valid under those antiquated concepts. Why do a full eight hour day’s work for 25 pesos, when one can go to the panderia, buy 25 200 gm loaves for 5 pesos each, then cycle around town selling them for 6 pesos apiece – making a profit of 25 pesos? Believe it or not, the reward for a teacher accepting the responsibility of being deputy director (principal) of a secondary school, is an additional 25 pesos per MONTH!

    As for Alan’s comment that people are so smart, 63 million Americans actually voted for Donald Trump – how smart was that? I know that Clinton got 3 million more votes, but in the US smart system, that was irrelevant.

  • Jeff Bozo has enough money to help Cubans cope a million time over so why not help …..Screw Trump
    Just do it and Cuba will never forget your….you will be immortalized….

  • Not so sure the Cubans backed the regime Some have and some haven’t Cubans do have a socialist mentality What me work? And thievery is so common even Fidel said it would destroy the economy There are 11 million Cubans as well That’s a lot of people for a Carribean island even though Cuba is a large island

  • Cubans steal from their employer, the State, out of necessity. They freely and openly admit this.
    And I don’t blame them.
    In the same circumstance you, my friend, would do the same.
    But they do not steal from tourists.
    When I travel there I must carry cash because bank cards don’t work. I often walk alone along the Malecon before dawn without worry. Never once has one penny been stolen from me. Nothing has ever been stolen from me or anyone I know.
    Cuba is one of the safest places on earth, and the Cuban people among the must trustworthy.

  • I do not feel sorry for them! They have backed these lying thieving thugs for sixty plus years In fact I congratulate them enjoy. People deserve what they get when they vote ex. Castro,Putin china ? Trudeau (Pretty Boy ) Clinton what next stupid lying thieving 45 year pig at the trough Biden and I must also give honourable mention to other trough pig Ontarios own Bob Rae.
    Humans are so smart

  • Visitors to Cuba ..please bring beans and rice ..soap…etc to share with the neighborhood

  • They should stop stealing from tourists. Then, their lives would be better.

  • I travel to Cuba 4 times a year, and have many, many friends there and i pack the biggest suitcase that’s permitted with all the necessities my Cuban family needs and then another bag for ppl at our resort. Cuban ppl are very humble and greatful always polite and smiling even with their struggles. I just pray i can get back in September i have 2 huge suitcases this time. Stay strong Cuba, you will prevail!!!
    God bless you all.

  • where is the govetnment?? oh communist.
    china is communist and they have evetything .. whynot cuba ?

  • I am very sad after reading this story. Ivon Camacho has taken me to the stage that he lives every day.
    There is a lot of talk about queues in Cuba now with the covid, but I don’t think it has been explained in so much detail what is experienced in the environment, both outside and inside. I could feel with the testimony the people running in the dark, the police, even the faces of those who were in the queue for sure without having breakfast.
    The perfect, intense ending and above all the pure reality of what she lives.

  • Iam not surprised. Food scarcity began in 1959 when the castro communist dictatorship took over Cuba. That’s proof that socialism does not work. Incredibly they always held the United States of America liable for their constant failure.

  • The ongoing and worsening hardships suffered by the Cuban public is disastrous. I worry for them. I worry for my Cuban family. I can’t even send them money anymore to help them out and even if I could the increased shortages in everything wouldn’t allow them to purchase what they need. I pray and hope daily these hardships will stop.

  • Yes. Thats life in Cuba. And still some people want communism when they dont even know what a communist dictatorial regimen taste like. The regimen of Havana blames every external element to justify themselves. The truth is that its all their fault with their corruption, their repression and especially their bad economic politics. Communism leads to missery. They talk about equality which means taking from the rich, the entrepenuers, the ones who create jobs and products, until nothing is left and we are all equally poor and misserable.

  • I was there last summer and even then things were getting scarce. My friends there tell me of the hardship getting basic necessities. With the pandemic, things went from bad to worse ?

  • I’m in tears after reading this story. God bless them. Amen.

  • I want to cry

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